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head vs. heart

I am perplexed by this. I have not felt this in some time... my head vs heart. Now everything seems tied between these, not just love. Even school tells me to follow my heart now. As much as that person seems like toxic poison labled "drink me" he does this to me. He awakens the non logical passion in me. I suddenly can't think rationally. I hate this yet I feel alive like I'm living again. I realize this as a bipolar like feeling. I'm suddenly bombarded by creativity and passion that ocassionally scare me with intensity and reckless abandonment. I feel I can write for days... I dunno what it all means. I'm so happy to feel yet giving up control is like giving the keys to a drunk driver....you know sooner or later it will destruct.


I want to give in a little. I want to live for the present. If I hurt then so be it.
My head and heart are so like the good vs evil and the ID and super ego. Thanks Freud..

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kreepygurl
Jul. 6th, 2014 11:46 am (UTC)
Wow, I know this is an old post but it really resonates with me.
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